Depression
Lately I think I'm havin mild depression due to someone at home... really cant stand the way he live and everytime jus do nothin at home and dun even help out at home.. expect us to serve him and clean up the mess he created... WE ARE NOT YOUR MAID!!! PLS DO NOT TREAT US LIKE YOUR MAID AS THOUGH U HAVE PAID US 10K A MONTH AND EXPECT US TO DO EVERYTHIN FOR YOU!!!
I hope to move out asap.. really cant stand this kind of attitude and no matter how much I said is also no use as this kind of attitude has grown in him and it will forever be with him...
Sometimes thinkin of home makes me mad... dun wan to go home clean the mess he made and really wan to slap and beat him up... im gettin depression becos of him and i will hate him cos he is jus a fucking bro.. a useless and hopeless and lousy attitude bro... still expect me as his younger sis to take care of the house... doesnt he had a sense of responsibility?? Only take us for granted and everytime jus ask for money... cant even spare a tot for others...
I hope to move out asap.. really cant stand this kind of attitude and no matter how much I said is also no use as this kind of attitude has grown in him and it will forever be with him...
Sometimes thinkin of home makes me mad... dun wan to go home clean the mess he made and really wan to slap and beat him up... im gettin depression becos of him and i will hate him cos he is jus a fucking bro.. a useless and hopeless and lousy attitude bro... still expect me as his younger sis to take care of the house... doesnt he had a sense of responsibility?? Only take us for granted and everytime jus ask for money... cant even spare a tot for others...
YOU ARE JUS A SMELLY LOUSY DIRTY IRRESPONDSIBLE MAN WITH A FUCKING ATTITUDE!!! I REALLY HATE YOU ALOT AND WILL ALWAYS HATE YOU FOR CAUSING ME DEPRESSION!!!
Precious LynN
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Long Weekendzz
Wow last weekend had a wonderful time with my family, relatives and of cos bao bei...
Last sun me went to Desaru with my relatives and we took ferry from changi to another jetty near the Desaru... but i dunno wat is the name of the jetty... the journey was long and hot.. its abt 1hr 15mins... damn sian on the boat.. it took such a long time cos spore sea had been block and had to go another route to get there.. we took a big round to reach Desaru... somemore b4 we board the boat, we still have to wait for a long time for the police to call our name... so pek chek...
I had breakfast b4 going out but when we reach there i was damn hungry... We went there to eat seafood and didnt really go anywhere... the seafood was nice... i had lobster, bamboo clam, herbal chicken, sotong, fried tofu and other small things... after eating, we went to pray the Ma Zhu & Da Bo Gong... mum had pray for a 4D no. and it was 8725 but i saw 8125... hmm dunno got win anot...
Then when we came back, i forget that i had bought a packet of chewing gum and the police check it... no choice lor but to let them take down my particulars... damn xia lan the police... old uncles and still action... haizz... i wasnt pai seh but pek chek cos they took a long time to take my particulars down... old fetish man...
Sun nite, fenny & HL came over to play majong with me & bao bei... i lose the most but bao bei is winner... wow i was really tired and we play from 11pm till 2pm and rest for awhile... fenny cook noodles for them and after finish eating, we started playin again... play till 4am... wow damn tired sia... till now im still tired...
Mon didnt go out till nite time when dolf called bao bei... we went to Boon Lay market eat and change to Taman Jurong eat chicken wings... i cant eat anymore cos mon keep eatin... i saw lau heng at the Taman Jurong there cos he came with his wife and his frd... so long didnt see him le.. he had hagged alot...
Last sun me went to Desaru with my relatives and we took ferry from changi to another jetty near the Desaru... but i dunno wat is the name of the jetty... the journey was long and hot.. its abt 1hr 15mins... damn sian on the boat.. it took such a long time cos spore sea had been block and had to go another route to get there.. we took a big round to reach Desaru... somemore b4 we board the boat, we still have to wait for a long time for the police to call our name... so pek chek...
I had breakfast b4 going out but when we reach there i was damn hungry... We went there to eat seafood and didnt really go anywhere... the seafood was nice... i had lobster, bamboo clam, herbal chicken, sotong, fried tofu and other small things... after eating, we went to pray the Ma Zhu & Da Bo Gong... mum had pray for a 4D no. and it was 8725 but i saw 8125... hmm dunno got win anot...
Then when we came back, i forget that i had bought a packet of chewing gum and the police check it... no choice lor but to let them take down my particulars... damn xia lan the police... old uncles and still action... haizz... i wasnt pai seh but pek chek cos they took a long time to take my particulars down... old fetish man...
Sun nite, fenny & HL came over to play majong with me & bao bei... i lose the most but bao bei is winner... wow i was really tired and we play from 11pm till 2pm and rest for awhile... fenny cook noodles for them and after finish eating, we started playin again... play till 4am... wow damn tired sia... till now im still tired...
Mon didnt go out till nite time when dolf called bao bei... we went to Boon Lay market eat and change to Taman Jurong eat chicken wings... i cant eat anymore cos mon keep eatin... i saw lau heng at the Taman Jurong there cos he came with his wife and his frd... so long didnt see him le.. he had hagged alot...
Precious LynN
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Unexpected
Haizz... boring weekend for me again... bao bei has started work today and suppose to be on next tue... we only enjoy for few days and now had to separated again... damn sian arhh... dun like all this separation and changes in life...
Me going crazy soon... really sian of everythin... sian of life, work, family, money...
Me going crazy soon... really sian of everythin... sian of life, work, family, money...
Precious LynN
Saturday, November 13, 2004
Pics received
Wow this morn received the pics from zhenny... its the pic when she came back on Sept and we went to the zoo to take.. that day was really tired cos the zoo is big and i'm tired after walking for so long... we keep walkin and and see the animals... its wasnt really fun there cos quite borin...
Zoo can only go once in awhile cos nothin much there except animals.. but everytime i went there, the animals are still the same... no big changes.. next time i wont go to zoo le..
Zoo can only go once in awhile cos nothin much there except animals.. but everytime i went there, the animals are still the same... no big changes.. next time i wont go to zoo le..
Precious LynN
Monday, November 08, 2004
No more Boring weekends for me
Yeah yeah... bao bei had come back lor... these few days keep companying him and so happy to have him by my side... hahahhaa though very tired but at least im happy and hes happy too.. its a long time since we have been enjoyin each othe company... he had been bz in army and no time for me... now he going to clear leave lor.. yeah yeah
But its only for a short while cos got to work after he rest finish... haizz... happy times always last a short while... still rem last yr this time round, baby and I were oso very happy but after awhile somethin happens and thats the time when i realised that dun take time for granted. u nvr know wats going to happen in the future.. no one can tell u and when it comes, no one can help u..
Now, I jus take things easy and dun really think so much abt the future... no pt thinkin so much in relation... better think how to have a career of ur own...
But its only for a short while cos got to work after he rest finish... haizz... happy times always last a short while... still rem last yr this time round, baby and I were oso very happy but after awhile somethin happens and thats the time when i realised that dun take time for granted. u nvr know wats going to happen in the future.. no one can tell u and when it comes, no one can help u..
Now, I jus take things easy and dun really think so much abt the future... no pt thinkin so much in relation... better think how to have a career of ur own...
Precious LynN
Saturday, November 06, 2004
Surprise!!
Wahahahhha i'm so happy yesterdae when i'm going home... cos bao bei called me and said he will return back early and will reach spore tonight instead of sat.. woow hahahha dun need to wait for few more days for him le... yeah yeah.. cant wait to meet him.. but think can only meet him tml cos he will reach spore at 10pm and by the time he reach home is 12am le.. hmm so late liao... dunno he still wanna come find me anot... hmm
Last nite too happy and cant sleep cos keep thinkin of him comin back... finally went to sleep but keep wakin up to find him and thought he has come back le... so sad when i cant see him.. ohh so wish to see him asap... whahahhahha wahahhahahah today cant stop smiling and laughin... hahahhahaa
Yeah going to see my bao bei soon lor... didnt expect him to return home so soon... hahahaa... thats a big gd news for me for these few weeks... been tired after workin and stock checkin at warehouse and tml still got to stock check... but doesnt matter cos i rather go stock check than stay in office and do nothin... hmm office is jus too cold for me le.. and i cant turn down the temp cos boss dont allow as alot of machine is on at the same time... haizz got to suffer the coldness whenever im in office.. so poor thing..
Last nite too happy and cant sleep cos keep thinkin of him comin back... finally went to sleep but keep wakin up to find him and thought he has come back le... so sad when i cant see him.. ohh so wish to see him asap... whahahhahha wahahhahahah today cant stop smiling and laughin... hahahhahaa
Yeah going to see my bao bei soon lor... didnt expect him to return home so soon... hahahaa... thats a big gd news for me for these few weeks... been tired after workin and stock checkin at warehouse and tml still got to stock check... but doesnt matter cos i rather go stock check than stay in office and do nothin... hmm office is jus too cold for me le.. and i cant turn down the temp cos boss dont allow as alot of machine is on at the same time... haizz got to suffer the coldness whenever im in office.. so poor thing..
Precious LynN
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
Halloween Nite on Dbl O
Wow had a great nite at Dbl O on sat nite... reach there abt 1015pm and didnt really Q up cos Kenny got us a priority Q and went in when i reach the entrance... oso quite cheap there and i paid $15 for the cover charge..
Inside got alot of ppl wear scary and weird costume and the bloody costume.. i was very scare and when the winner of the halloween nite is the doc in bloody shirt.. damn gross... hahahah but i saw 1 gal with sch uniform and with a sch bag and with blood over her face.. she was alone in the dance floor when the crowd was not much.. i saw her alone in the dance floor dancing and she seem really like a real lost soul... when the crowd was gettin more, she jus disappeared.. mayb i didnt notice her going off bah.. damn scary that nite... but i had a great time dancing and its been half a yr since i danced.. wow really enjoy myself there...
When i went in, i saw my old frd... this frd of mine has been a lost frd.. we haven seen each other for 2 yrs+ ... i'm so happy to see him... last time we used to go dancing with our old frds but eversince i break up with Adrian, all my old frds had been making less contact with each other... everyone was bz working and some went to NS...
Sometimes frds just got to part somehow... i really miss the times we had.. so carefree and no worries... no burden and nothin... every week meet together and go out rounding and eatin and play and clubbing... those were the days that are gone forever... everyone has their own life now and bz workin for their career... mayb some days, we will all gather again like last time...
I hope so
Inside got alot of ppl wear scary and weird costume and the bloody costume.. i was very scare and when the winner of the halloween nite is the doc in bloody shirt.. damn gross... hahahah but i saw 1 gal with sch uniform and with a sch bag and with blood over her face.. she was alone in the dance floor when the crowd was not much.. i saw her alone in the dance floor dancing and she seem really like a real lost soul... when the crowd was gettin more, she jus disappeared.. mayb i didnt notice her going off bah.. damn scary that nite... but i had a great time dancing and its been half a yr since i danced.. wow really enjoy myself there...
When i went in, i saw my old frd... this frd of mine has been a lost frd.. we haven seen each other for 2 yrs+ ... i'm so happy to see him... last time we used to go dancing with our old frds but eversince i break up with Adrian, all my old frds had been making less contact with each other... everyone was bz working and some went to NS...
Sometimes frds just got to part somehow... i really miss the times we had.. so carefree and no worries... no burden and nothin... every week meet together and go out rounding and eatin and play and clubbing... those were the days that are gone forever... everyone has their own life now and bz workin for their career... mayb some days, we will all gather again like last time...
I hope so
Precious LynN
Monday, November 01, 2004
Yeah yeah... 5 more boring days and I can see my bao bei lor.. so happy... i have been waiting for him for 2 long boring weeks le and still got 5 more days to go... times flies very fast when its approaching... cant wait to hug my him...
Precious LynN
Monday, November 01, 2004