Stress Babe
feelin so stress lately... so moody and tired.. cant relax at all.. last sat quarrel with bao and i hate him more than ever... he is jus over sensitive to wat i said and show me attitude... even if im not happy with him i oso nvr show any attitude to him... i hate him is becos he is damn fuckin lazy and treat me & dad like his maid... nvr do any housework, eat finish and expect us to wash for him.. i dun wan dad to wash so i had to wash for him... fuckin idiot.. dun even want to wash the clothes.. even when i wash for him and he dun wan to hand the clothes himself... i was tired after whole day of workin and he jus stay at home doin his own things... damn self centred... never been considerate to me & dad... i wish to move out but i know its not the time yet... if i move out then dad will be lonely and suffer there...
i hate him is not becos of his illness... even if he is sick SO WHAT!!! THIS DOESNT GIVE U AN EXCUSE TO BE LAZY AND TREAT US LIKE UR MAID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate to go home now but i've got no choice... sick and tired of doin everythin everyday... clean up today and get dirty the next day... doesnt u have any sense of cleanliess??? everyday when i come home i cant stand the smell comin out from ur room... make the whole house stink with u.. IS THIS FAIR TO ME?? i dun owe u anythin and either does dad... SO STOP TREATIN US LIKE UR DEBTORS!!!
I'm going crazy soon and if ever im crazy... its all ur fault for drivin me crazy... i dun wan to quarrel with u is becos u r my bro and i always respect elders but u are jus a bad example to me... u only took us for granted and mum too... i hate the way u treat them... though they are our parents but now its our duty to support them not them to support us anymore!!!
i hate him is not becos of his illness... even if he is sick SO WHAT!!! THIS DOESNT GIVE U AN EXCUSE TO BE LAZY AND TREAT US LIKE UR MAID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate to go home now but i've got no choice... sick and tired of doin everythin everyday... clean up today and get dirty the next day... doesnt u have any sense of cleanliess??? everyday when i come home i cant stand the smell comin out from ur room... make the whole house stink with u.. IS THIS FAIR TO ME?? i dun owe u anythin and either does dad... SO STOP TREATIN US LIKE UR DEBTORS!!!
I'm going crazy soon and if ever im crazy... its all ur fault for drivin me crazy... i dun wan to quarrel with u is becos u r my bro and i always respect elders but u are jus a bad example to me... u only took us for granted and mum too... i hate the way u treat them... though they are our parents but now its our duty to support them not them to support us anymore!!!
Precious LynN
Tuesday, September 21, 2004