Mayb go steamboat at Marina south.. I'm so tired now.. later go home must faster sleep le if not tonight no strenght to go out... didnt sleep well last nite and today morn rainin and dun feel like wakin up too.. sleep until 805am then faster wake up liao.. reach office around 950 and bought porridge for my breakfast.. now very sleepy cos jus now eat the medicine for my mense.. wah so drowsy now.. really wan to sleep now... stupid damn mense..
Last nite went to Westmall to have dinner with June, Tortoise, Kitty, Jack & bao bei... i was the one who reach early and i reach at 640pm.. suppose to meet June at 645pm but last min her mum ask her to do somethin so i wait for tortoise to come and he come at 7pm.. wah sian.. waited so long.. while waitin for them go read books outside WM as theres a sales from popular.. after readin smoke 1 stick and tortoise come liao.. then we both chat and wait for June to come... wah she reach at 720 and waitin at G2000.. went in to look for her then went to Burger king to sit.. we sit outside and wanted to wait for bao bei to come then eat but i told tortoise to buy 1st cos bao bei not coming so early..
Then 1 by 1 come.. kitty come 1st, then bao bei then jack... last nite had a great time laughin and jokin around... this dinner is arrange to have b4 2004 end.. then next week we going to have dinner too to celebrate new year too..
Happy New Year everyone... have a great time enjoyin urself...
Precious LynN
Friday, December 31, 2004
Tsunami
I saw alot of children & adults bodies lying side by side and some families were crying so hard for the dead ones. This really hurts and i can feel how heart-breakin they are with the situation now. Homeless, alone, fear, and no kin around... its a terrible sight and feelin..
Y must all this happen b4 the year 2004 end? People are going to celebrate a coming New Year and this happen so suddenly... This is worse than the World War 2 cos in 1 day, more than 50k ppl died and left families mourning for them.. some are even worse.. whole family died..
To prevent an epidemic occur, govt had decided to dig a mass grave.. put all bodies in a big grave yard or burn all the bodies.. I wish i could go over help but i cant do much too.. only thing we can do is to donate money for them so that they can have food and medic to survive...
Glad to know that super star like Jackie Chan & Chow Yun Huat had donate a big sum of money and the most is Li Ka Shing, the Asia most richest man had donate US$1.3million for needy.. me oso tryin to find ways to donate money to them too.. (still findin)
Precious LynN
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Hey hey.. got some new pics from the hp 7260 which bao bei upload to his laptop... heres the pic
Yeah thats me.. took in them orn b4 going to work
me.. b4 going to sleep and on the phone
Fenny and doggy..
Precious LynN
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Xmas Pics
We bought alot of beer for that nite...hmm around 6 CTNS OF BEER!!! wowowow... all the drinkers are on and thats y we had to buy so many beers.. still got some other liquors like Gordon Blue, Chivas, Baileys, Absolute... hmm cant rem others liao.. The 1st alcohol i had was the red wine and it taste like shit... i've been played by Clavin & Kenny sia.. they ask me to play five ten and i lose all arounds and had to drink that damn red wine... it taste weird cos when they open, the cock drop inside as they cant pull it up... heng ar.. bao bei drink half for me and i had to drink another half down myself.. After the red wine, still got play other games that we had to drink the Gordon B and Baileys, wow... too long didnt drink liquor and feel like vomitin.. dun really like to drink now...
When the party going to end soon, a dog out of nowhere came and he is very hungry... we fed him with the bee hoon and chickens wings.. wowo the dog ate around 6 plates of bee hoon and its a large plate.. his master must be didnt give him any food.. so poor thing.. this dog was really very good and dun bark too.. we played until 2am and all was damn tired and went back to sleep le..
I have some photos for that day Xmas...
This is Li Lian (Ah Fei GF), Me & Lau Chen...
Yeah me & bao bei.. his face is damn red cos he drink beer hahahaha
Hmm me & chen.. look he had slim down alot
this is Lilian & ah fei..
okok this is the pic that i had for now cos my another frd haven send me the other pics yet.. when i received then i will post it up for u to see okok...
On xmas day, stay at home until evenin and then went to westmall with bao bei to shop.. after buyin things we went to Guilin to watch VCD cos my mum went to Gentin on fri morn... so we stay overnight there for 2 nights.. think we sleep too much le and keep feelin so tired.. dun feel like going out too.. jus relax at home...
Hmm for this comin New Year eve, we plan to go countdown le cos no strenght to plan any event for now... hmm but all is not confirm yet cos eve surely got alot of ppl everywhere.. anyway its still early to decide now... got to wait till that day then decide..
Yesterdae me & fen went to JP to shop for her dress cos she had a wedding dinner last nite at 4 seasons hotel.. then went Billy bombers to have lunch and was damn full cos the fries nearly made our stomach burst!!! damn big fries and fish & chips in big portion too... wowo...
Then we went to took the NeoCard
We took at JP neocard shop...
Precious LynN
Monday, December 27, 2004
Merry Christmas Everyone
I ordered mee soto plus the fried potatoes from the uncle and he nodded.. but he had to serve 1 mee soto to the previous customer who is a ' lau chio' and he even deliver the food to her table.. then its ok lor.. i wait for my turn.. when he return back, i said: "uncle dun wan chilli". He nodded; so i assume he know.. then at the last part he put chilli in and i was gettin pek chek liao.. how can anyone nodded at somethin which he dun understand!!! really fuck up sia.. is his mind thinkin of that 'lau chio' when serving my food???
So he "SCOOP" the chilli up but still left some cos its in the soup.. i was really really angry.. he do things slow nvm.. but he cant get wat i wanted.. the mee soto was very spicy and make my lips so swollen.. i cant eat chilli in the morn cos i got gastric pain and i was very hungry in the morn and the more i cant eat chilli... i swear nvr to go that stall to buy things from them again...
Tonight havin bbq at hor fun hse wowoww alot of ppl going sia.. last min got some ppl going and makes my life more challenagin... wowowo today half day and after work go guilin to prepare things and sleep awhile 1st cos last nite went to Kbox and sang till 2am.. *yawn* so tired now.. today my brain cant work rite.. jia liat.. but heng ar.. today half day.. later faster go back sleep then tonight got strenght to play all nite long lor... yeah yeah..
Precious LynN
Friday, December 24, 2004
Xmas dinner at Gui Lin
I invited June to the steam boat last nite and all of us had a great time. After eating the steamboat, i had to give up my seat for my auntie le.. then i went to eat the pineapple mix with salt.. wowow now droolin le... hahaha.. i have to eat salt everyday cos i'm jus a salt lover...
My xiao jiu maid cook the black pepper crab and its doesnt taste very nice cos too watery le.. ekkk.. My mum oso cook the "Xue Ge" (dessert) but i didnt get to eat it.. hmm.. but nvm, mum said she will cook for me tonight and i can go over tml to drink it cos she will be leavin for Gentin tml morn...
Tml going to celebrate xmas lor.. yeah yeah.. bbq bbq bbq hahahhaha..
Precious LynN
Thursday, December 23, 2004
Yesterdae
So tired now... jus now trying to view some new blog skins but haizz so troublesome and drop that idea... Next yr then change la.. when i have my own pc at home then i will have alot of time to do all this stuff..
Yesterdae June go donate blood at Outram and I met her at Outram MRT and i was late again.. opps... she is always waiting for me.. aiyo so pai seh sia... June June dun mind hor.. Meet her liao then we went to Lot 1 to buy her xmas exchange presents. She bought 2 cushions for this fri chalet at hmm dunno where.. forget where is it liao..
After that we went walk for awhile then went back to my house to have dinner cos my dad got pray for the "dong zhi" hmm shld be bah... i oso not sure wat day was it.. By the time we reach the lift at my house downstair, she was feelin giddy le and wan to vomit... cos she keep standin after donatin blood and didnt rest.. then i faster open the door and let her into my room... rest awhile liao then had dinner..
We watch TV and bao bei said he is comin around 915pm and June was going to leave soon too... anyway after bao bei came, Jasmine called me regardin the calendar she was going to give me.. so i ask bao bei to go down and take for me cos i was wearin a... hmm winne the pooh pyjamas dress... lazy to change mah..
So tired last nite cos the day b4, i slept late and really wan to sleep le.. but have to help bao bei do his project and and discuss the BBQ food.. anyway last nite was really a bad nite cos i suddenly felt negative towards bao bei.. and jus dun wan him to touch me out of a sudden.. my mood swing is gettin bad lately and i really dunno y... mayb i shld sleep early everyday so that im not too tired..
Precious LynN
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Xmas Eve BBQ
Precious LynN
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Kitty & Me!!!
Precious LynN
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Finally can lo...
June jus called me and teach me how to type the code le... hmm later meetin her for dinner at my hse downstair coffee...
This is the pic that we took at lot 1 mac
June & Me!!!
Precious LynN
Monday, December 20, 2004
hmm but still dunno how to upload to the post... wait hor ppl.. must ask my June darlin liao.. hahahaha
Precious LynN
Monday, December 20, 2004
Sat went to Ubi to see the test route and drive from clementi to Ubi.. hmm actually not very far lei.. but the bradell tunnel there jam cos its closed for the maintenance.. then step the clutch till leg ache.. cos keep stoppin and movin abit only.. ppl always keep sayin that takin TP at ubi is very dangerous cos alot of car... hahahha.. u all have misunderstood.. test route got alot of car but its all learnin car... so its not exactly difficult.. they only see the main road under construction and think that it is difficult to pass... but i think its not that difficult.. as long as i drive slowly can liao...
After drivin i was damn tired.. and went straight home.. wanted to sleep for awhile but da come back early and said wan to go causeway pt to shop for my blanket... i was damn tired but still went with him and was really low morale and no strenght to talk, walk, joke... make me sick and tired.. then didnt buy anythin and go home le.. reach home i was oso not happy cos i was feelin negative towards da.. dunno wat happen to me oso.. i know its my fault but i cant control my feelin.. that nite didnt quarrel nor anythin happenin... he went home around 10+ cos i was really tired and wanted to sleep.. but i watch the tv show till 1am.. then sleep till sun 1130am.. wow long time didnt sleep so long le.. so shiok sia..
Wake up and do some house work... wait for fen to come back then i had my lunch.. after lunch went to JP to shop and bought a OP short.. now offer and cost around $31+.. i was tired shoppin too.. and walk 1 round then go home le... fen keep complainin that y so early go home.. *yawn*.. i jus dun feel like going out.. after shoppin go over to mum hse and watch "Zhen Qing" and went to dinner at Gombak coffee shop...
My weekend seem borin but its ok cos i spend with my family..
Precious LynN
Monday, December 20, 2004
Friday lor
Hmm jus upload my pics for u all to see..got my family, my frds, my bao bei and shangri la frds.. *yawn* so tired and sleepy now..
Last nite i did somethin really stupid.. i was washin my clothes with the machine and when its done, i realise that i forget to put the detergent into it.. hahhaha.. no choice got to wash again... sian ar.. last nite bz dyin hair for bao bei and too rush le.. so many things forget to do.. aiyo yo.. Somemore too tired to sleep and keep turnin here and there.. but feelin happy today cos its weekend lor... and xmas is comin too.. wowow.. so excited abt the bbq.. initially is bao bei & clavin organise but in the end still come back to me... haizz.. got to arrange so many things.. but nvm la.. better than go cheong and drink until drunk...
Precious LynN
Friday, December 17, 2004
I have sort out my thoughts
Insecure feelin is the worst a woman can get in a relationship.. so ladies out there.. pls take care of urself and find someone to talk to when u are feelin insecure and confused... this will help..
..*.. TRUST ME ..*..
Precious LynN
Thursday, December 16, 2004
Bad Day
Love is somethin which can make me die.. haizz y cant i be more strong and more independent!!! Mayb i have been driftin apart from my frds lately and no one to talk to me.. thats y im feelin so insecure..
Last nite i talked to bao bei abt how i felt and asked him for ans but he jus keep quiet and avoid my Qs.. Since we jolly well know that we cant be together in future then wat for carry on.. im sick and tired of his attitude too..
Precious LynN
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Actually i'm ...
Everyone see me as a happy go lucky ger and always thought im happy.. but deep down in my heart... i feel very lonely and unloved..
Though bao bei keep sayin that he love me but i cant feel any love he gave... he is always bz doin his things.. i know he is bz and tired and i dun wan to force him to company me.. now he startin his sch and we seem to drift apart.. i cant understand what is going on in his life and he dun understand me either..
I really hate this kind of life cos theres no communication between us and the time we spent is really not enough but he always think its enough.. i know we wont be happy in future cos of his mum.. if without his mum objection, i think we can be more happy but since his mum is in middle then i cant expect much from him cos its no use forcing him and showin disrespect for elders.. not that im noble but i dun wan to quarrel and make things worse..
Im really tired of all this and our future is so unstable.. i have no faith in him cos hes still not very mature and still wans to play.. i know.. new sch new frds new life.. haizz.. i dun like ppl to force me and i wont control ppl too.. if he knows wat is right and wrong then let it be.. no point tellin him so much..
Haven seen him since sat.. didnt see bao bei on Sun & Mon cos he said he is tired and wan to rest at home.. He is tired on Sun cos he worked and work till very late and last nite, he said his new lap top is comin and have to test so didnt manage to meet too.. his attitude towards this relation really makes me sick and tired of him.. he dun understand and dun care me either.. he only wan ppl to care him.. mayb we both are used to ppl concern rather than we care for others..
Without him in my life might make me more happy cos i wont bother so much abt him.. now u see him as my bf but the actually fact is that hes jus a frd to me.. cos the time we had is really less and the feeling is not as strong as b4..
6 mths ago, I do believe that ' if you have the will power to keep this relations going and always be there for him' your relations will be stronger... but now... i'm sick and tired of all this waiting and being called when he is free...
Precious LynN
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
I'm so excited abt 2005.. cos jus now chat with my net frd on msn and we talked abt business.. plannin to set up our own business next yr and we exchange alot of info.. but we gonna go into plannin stage 1st cos business is somethin which cant be rush..
Hmm me oso plannin to work part time for more money.. my frd had contacts at Kbox pub and will be going down for interview soon.. hmm if possible i wan to go lot 1 kbox cos its nearer to my hse.. then after work can go home faster sleep liao..
Me feelin full of hope and excitement for the yr 2005... wanna achive alot of things and alot of things on my mind... owowow..
Precious LynN
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
My 2005 Resolutions
Wow gettin excited abt my new resolutions... hmm though it may seem like a few things but the time taken is gonna be long.. I have no resolutions on my heart affair cos its somethin which i cant control and sometimes things which i plan in advance are gonna makes me crazy when i can accomplish.. so relations is still a thing which i prefer not to have any plannings..
Precious LynN
Monday, December 13, 2004
My Xmas Wish Lists
2 locations : Australia & Europe
Hope to leave in 3 days
Really need a break now... damn tired and sian of workin here now..
Is Santa Claus really comin to town?? All i wish is to be happy & be loved without any worries & burden!!!
Precious LynN
Friday, December 10, 2004
chinese wordings??
*yawn*.. damn tired today cos bao bei wake up at 630am as he had to go sch.. me went over his hse sleep last nite cos his mum not around.. me oso wake up with him and he went out at 7am and i sleep till 730am and have to wake up le.. so tired and sleepy now.. *yawn*
Ohh for xmas celebration, we might be havin a bbq at chen hse but its not confirm yet... suppose to be at my mum place but condo have to close at 11pm and its still early to end the party so tot of going to chen hse cos there can until morn.. though its xmas but i dun have the mood to celebrate and dunno y.. mayb too tired le bah.. no mood to organise anythin...
Precious LynN
Thursday, December 09, 2004
Relax lor...
Yeah yeah going home in 20 mins time.. gonna meet my bao bei lor.. so happy.. hahahha.. but have to meet fenny at mrt 1st cos she comin back from orchard and we gonna meet at tg pagar mrt.. now she has post to marriot to work le and next week go back to the company..
Last few weeks been bz doin xmas promotion brochure and now all finish liao.. can relax lor..
Precious LynN
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Monday blue...
Jus bought a new hp on sat and its pretty gd and can take pic of my baby too... somthin abt the history of buying this hp is always a secret...
June always say i have a bf but seem like I always alone... cos baby is always bz to be with me.. he is either sleeping at home or bz workin.. or tired to go out when he is free... this kind of attitude makes me sick and tired too.. haizz dunno how long i have to go on like this... everytime have to give in to him and to his time.. really tired liao.. i'm tired of waitin for him at home...
Lately trying to find a new job at hotel and hope to get a chance to get to hotel line again... cos deskbound job is really not for me...
Precious LynN
Monday, December 06, 2004
Tired of Waiting
U said u are tired and jus wan to rest at home but have u ever thought of how i need u by my side... i know u are tired and i cant say anythin abt this but i really felt terrible.. though u do love me but its still not enough... i need more love from u.. i know u cant be with me everyday and thats the problem between us...
I'm really tired of all this relations.. u jus keep me waiting at home and expect me to wait at home for u... though u said i could go out but everytime i go out then u will feel angry too.. i really dunno wat u want.. u are too selfish and expect me to be the independent woman u wanted...
Mayb its all my thinkin and the unsecure feelin i had lately...
Precious LynN
Saturday, December 04, 2004
Envy
Thats the problem of not spending quality time together. He is always so bz with his things & I am always waiting for him at home. At my own house. I cant go his house stay or even for a short while oso cannot. This is somethin which can destroy our relation. He will be tired of coming over to my house always and I cant go over his house. I wonder how this is going to be. Sometimes things can be solve but it all depends who is going to initial.
Precious LynN
Wednesday, December 01, 2004