Days of Secondary sch
How was your feeling and thinkin on ur 1st day of sec sch?
I was chattin with my cousin as she had jus started sch in her 1st year of secondary life.
She asked me "how many friends you had on your 1st day"?
OMG i was like hmm... I had no friends on 1st day. I still remember the 1st few days I had in AES - old AES in Teck Whye. I was alone, no friends (omg me feel like crying now cos i felt pity for myself), very odd out cos I was still wearing my primary sch uniform as my mum wanted me to go another sch cos she heard from others that AES is a bad sch cos of Boys Town and she was very angry when i change the option myself.
1st few days, I keep smilin to a ger whom is same class as me and i was really scare and alone in sch cos no one wanted to talk to me.. they all have their friends and recess time is the worse time of the day cos i had nowhere to go and I was siting in the garden all alone. The ger whom i keep smilin at is KITTY aka SERENE... hahahaa still rem the times when we 1st smile at each otherand i felt so stupid now... she was the 1st to know WIDIA and i was intro to WIDIA by her... after that, we 3 person have become good friends till now and still in contact with each other.
Life in secondary sch is the golden times we had and i really regret somethin which i should have done long ago and that is to quit the "BAND". Life in band was like a bird in a prison and it makes me drift away from kitty & widia... everytime had to stay back for stupid training.. i really hate myself for not having the courage to quit..
I'm happy that I still have 2 sec ger frds with me now and that is Kitty & June. For Widia, she is now in Indonesia cos she had to take over her dad business and very bz now.. I wish to have more time for my friends...
I was chattin with my cousin as she had jus started sch in her 1st year of secondary life.
She asked me "how many friends you had on your 1st day"?
OMG i was like hmm... I had no friends on 1st day. I still remember the 1st few days I had in AES - old AES in Teck Whye. I was alone, no friends (omg me feel like crying now cos i felt pity for myself), very odd out cos I was still wearing my primary sch uniform as my mum wanted me to go another sch cos she heard from others that AES is a bad sch cos of Boys Town and she was very angry when i change the option myself.
1st few days, I keep smilin to a ger whom is same class as me and i was really scare and alone in sch cos no one wanted to talk to me.. they all have their friends and recess time is the worse time of the day cos i had nowhere to go and I was siting in the garden all alone. The ger whom i keep smilin at is KITTY aka SERENE... hahahaa still rem the times when we 1st smile at each otherand i felt so stupid now... she was the 1st to know WIDIA and i was intro to WIDIA by her... after that, we 3 person have become good friends till now and still in contact with each other.
Life in secondary sch is the golden times we had and i really regret somethin which i should have done long ago and that is to quit the "BAND". Life in band was like a bird in a prison and it makes me drift away from kitty & widia... everytime had to stay back for stupid training.. i really hate myself for not having the courage to quit..
I'm happy that I still have 2 sec ger frds with me now and that is Kitty & June. For Widia, she is now in Indonesia cos she had to take over her dad business and very bz now.. I wish to have more time for my friends...
If I suddenly die tomorrow
Will anyone cry for me?
Will anyone turn up for my wake?
Will people still remember me years later?
All this doesnt matter cos I cant be there for my friends anymore.
Dear friends, pls forgive me if i cant be there for you anymore cos I have to go back to where I come from.
Do not be sad for me cos we shall meet again in future. Without me, life still got to go on and I will be watching over you and keep blessing you. All I ask from you is to remember me for my laughter cos i had once make you happy with my laughter and jokes.
Precious LynN
Thursday, January 06, 2005