Technology
Technology seem to have taken you away from me. All you ever do is just your computer and handphone. I felt so insignificant to you. I felt like a sex slave to you and I'm just your companion when you are lonely. I am really feeling very insecure and your attitude towards me seem to have change for the worse. Though I might be over sensitive but I'm just a woman without any security within me.
You cant give me any secure which I need from you. You cant be by my side when I need you. You are always so busy doing your own things. Time given to me is only a couple of hours in a day. If you are busy with business or work I can understand but the problem is you are busy with sleeping and your new technology. You say you have no time to meet me due to some family problems and I agree to it cos I dun wan to make u in a difficult position but when you have your free time you rather spend it with your handphone than me.
I really feel you drifting slowly away from me as and the distance between us is getting longer. Nothing can make me happy when you are not with me and my soul wont return to me when you aint with me. Sometimes I'm just like a zombie with no sense of belonging to this world. I feel alone even though many people are around me.
I hope, love do change you and your attitude towards to me.
You cant give me any secure which I need from you. You cant be by my side when I need you. You are always so busy doing your own things. Time given to me is only a couple of hours in a day. If you are busy with business or work I can understand but the problem is you are busy with sleeping and your new technology. You say you have no time to meet me due to some family problems and I agree to it cos I dun wan to make u in a difficult position but when you have your free time you rather spend it with your handphone than me.
I really feel you drifting slowly away from me as and the distance between us is getting longer. Nothing can make me happy when you are not with me and my soul wont return to me when you aint with me. Sometimes I'm just like a zombie with no sense of belonging to this world. I feel alone even though many people are around me.
I hope, love do change you and your attitude towards to me.
Precious LynN
Saturday, January 08, 2005