What have u accomplished
Put an 'X' next to what u have accomplished...
(x) snuck out of the house
(x) gotten lost in your city
(x) seen a shooting star
( ) had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
( ) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
(x) Had alcohol
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come outof your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) swore at your parents
(x) been in love
(x) been close to love
(x) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
( ) broken a bone
(x) been high (natural highs)
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school
(x) flashed someone (as in flashed car lights at oncoming car... what were u thinking??????)
( ) saw a therapist
( ) played spin the bottle
(x) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in onehour-- or water
(x) bitten someone
(x) snuck out of the house
(x) gotten lost in your city
(x) seen a shooting star
( ) had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
( ) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
(x) Had alcohol
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come outof your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) swore at your parents
(x) been in love
(x) been close to love
(x) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
( ) broken a bone
(x) been high (natural highs)
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school
(x) flashed someone (as in flashed car lights at oncoming car... what were u thinking??????)
( ) saw a therapist
( ) played spin the bottle
(x) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in onehour-- or water
(x) bitten someone
( ) been to Disneyland
(x) gotten the chicken pox
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car (i crashed into a fren's tiang in his house car porch tho... does that count??)
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
( ) shoplifted
(x) been fired
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) stolen something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date (but i have arrange blind date for ppl... hehehee)
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
(x) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
(x) had a close friend die (not especially close but closer than ur average acquaintance lor)
( ) been to Africa
( ) Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) lost a child
(x) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
(x) tried killing yourself
(x) fired a gun (water gun laaaa)
(x) purposely hurt yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) miss someone right now
(x) gotten the chicken pox
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car (i crashed into a fren's tiang in his house car porch tho... does that count??)
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
( ) shoplifted
(x) been fired
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) stolen something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date (but i have arrange blind date for ppl... hehehee)
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
(x) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
(x) had a close friend die (not especially close but closer than ur average acquaintance lor)
( ) been to Africa
( ) Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) lost a child
(x) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
(x) tried killing yourself
(x) fired a gun (water gun laaaa)
(x) purposely hurt yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) miss someone right now
Precious LynN
Monday, February 28, 2005
Tired tired very tired
I'm damn tired now.. jus came back from the work of waitress.. damn bz today and very pek chek with the customer.. and the captain toooo...
Dun really like the ppl there and the work too.. pay low and have to see all those 2pit customer face.. though its a small place but i rather go to a big place with more money.. now my hands are very rough and i need more moisturiser... omg.. hope things will be more smooth in the future..
Precious LynN
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Sat
Last nite went for dinner at lot 1 with june and we went to MAC again.... my favourite spot.. forget to bring extra cash out yesterdae and left only 5 bucks to eat.. the rest paid by june.. thanks june.. doesnt matter la hor.. cos i sometimes treat u oso.. hahahhaa
Da wanted to go watch movie but chen is going to china black and thats y our movie cancel le.. nvm oso cos i very tired yesterdae.. jus wanted to sleep early.. and i did sleep very early.. around 1145pm im on my bed le.. but didnt feel fresh this morn.. sleep early and will wake up early too.. times not up and im awake so jus got to get back to sleep.. and that was a bad idea cos im more tired now.. didnt had a complete sleepin time..
Later meetin kitty & jack and the bean stalk at Amoy foodcourt to have lunch and after that company kitty to pray "Tai Sui" at tg pagar mrt there.. June u haven pray then must faster go pray oso.. if not 29th is coming soon...
Then after prayin, kitty and I are going to beauty world to look at our fortune by checking the 3 life book.. hmm i was thinkin of checkin my palm only.. anyway will decide later.. still thinkin wat happen if predict somethin bad.. haizz we human beings are so contradictin..
Tonight will be starting my part time job at Jack boss restaurant near old turf club... shldnt be any problem for me cos i have always work as a waitress from young.. but so long nvr work le and i think will be very tired after work.. later work from 5-10pm and jack will send me home after work.. today start workin cos kitty dun wan to work and therefore i go replace her cos im hard for cash lately.. need to pay for alot of things.. haizz.. no one can inderstand wat im going thru now.. the taste of being poor...
My goal is to earn my 1st car (SLK)... wowoowowow thats my dream car since '99... sports car with 2 door.. and somemore its merc,, yeah... but b4 i achieve this dream car i have to help mum pay off hse loan and let my parents reitred.. so that we all can enjoy our life and dun need to work so hard le.. now my thinkin is all on money.. jus got to concentrate on money money money.. yeah
Precious LynN
Saturday, February 26, 2005
AIA seminar
Went for the seminar last nite and well had some exposure abt the financial advisor... wanted to join as part time 1st cos no basic and all depends on commissions.. so got to hang on to my full time job and when things pick up then by that time... its still not too late to go over as full time..
Things are unpredictable.. sometimes we nvr know wat could happen to us in 10 yrs down the road... some might become rich while others are livin in poverty...
Things are unpredictable.. sometimes we nvr know wat could happen to us in 10 yrs down the road... some might become rich while others are livin in poverty...
Today I realise somethin which is impt to me... one really need to have a goal & discipline to success.. i think i shld change my lifestyle to be more successful in life... too many distractions and temptations to avoid...
Precious LynN
Friday, February 25, 2005
Sleepy
Today is a sleepy day for me.. last nite didnt sleep well and wake up at 3am for ladies... damn tired and keep dreamin... cant rem wat i dreamt.. this morn late for work cos lazy to get up.. sleep for half hr more.. and finally wake myself up to bath...
Tonight going for AIA seminar with kitty & jack cos jack is the insurance advisor... jus go there and listen to what their procedure is abt and get to know more contacts... its always good to know contacts..
Precious LynN
Thursday, February 24, 2005
???
Lately been havin some depression again... all due to some ignorable matters.. i know sometimes im being to sensitive.. but i cant help it cos im really feelin very insecure inside... i dunno wat happen to me lately and i have no one to comfort.. no one understand me...
Sometimes there are things which i cant say and i have no one to turn to... i have to keep it to myself and i really felt very stress cos no one to share with me.. sometimes i dun mean to lie but i know it all depends on me to say it out or to tell lies...
I know im selfish and unreasonable... Im jus like any other ordinary lady outside.. whatever happens to relations, all will be selfish.. but for me, i'll be selfish in the beingin and after sometimes i will let it go i know this man is not wat i wan...
A man whom cant think for himself is a man with no planning.. he lives day by day and have no prospect for his future.. since this man cant handle this small relations problem then wat happen in future when somethin critical happens?? Will he be able to sovle it? Can I still trust him?
Precious LynN
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
New Skin yeah
Yeah.. change a new blog skin le.. find this backgroup ger very innocent and pity... color bland perfect too... very light and i will feel light hearted tooo...
Precious LynN
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
$$$
There are so many things i wan to do now.. all i lack of is $$$..
haizz no $$$ really makes life difficult...
If I have $$$ now
I wan to study
pay off all E hse loan
start a small business with mum
take my parents for a overseas trip
A man will feel very useless when he is in poverty.. without $$$ I'm nothing... nothin can be accomplished... nothing can smooth... I know someday I'll make my dream come true..
A career woman with a happy family...
Precious LynN
Monday, February 21, 2005
Sat nite had a great dancing time at Dbl O... all my fav retro songs.. from the time i reach till the time i left.. really enjoy myself with those retro kakis and of cos we went down "again" (3rd time for the mth of Feb) is becos of Yong Guang.. his bdae and had treated us free flow of alcohol.. I didnt drink much that day cos i only want to dance whole nite.. yeah yeah.. damn long time didnt dance retro le.. everytime go down is either techno or R&B..
After dancing we went for supper opp East Side (shld be).. had fishball noodle and everyone was hungry after dancing & drinking... wow reach home around 4am and was really really tired...
Here I must say sorry to June cos she was left alone at home on sat nite which i had planned to go west coast with kitty... but June.. I didnt call u cos kitty didnt call me and i suppose she must be working that day... she must be tired and thats y no call received from her...
Precious LynN
Monday, February 21, 2005
Pray to "Tai Sui"
Wah jus came back from praying at the Telok Ayer "Ma Zhu" temple & the other one is opp the Liang court.. dunno wat name is it.. very very hot today and wet thru inside out.. mum say this year must pray to "Tai Sui" and let the priest chant few prayers then write my name...
Now at home relaxing in my air con room... wowowooww... wanted to sleep soon but fen coming later and mayb going to sleep for awhile...
Tonight might be going to DBL O for Yong Guang bdae and I'm really tired of going to such place le... jus wan to rest at 1 corner and do my things.. wan to play my game cos its been 2 weeks since i played.. so miss them to woohoo... hhahah
happy weekend
Now at home relaxing in my air con room... wowowooww... wanted to sleep soon but fen coming later and mayb going to sleep for awhile...
Tonight might be going to DBL O for Yong Guang bdae and I'm really tired of going to such place le... jus wan to rest at 1 corner and do my things.. wan to play my game cos its been 2 weeks since i played.. so miss them to woohoo... hhahah
happy weekend
Precious LynN
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Yesterdae noon went for eye brown shapping near my office and im pretty satisfied with her work... fast and painless and very nice.. yeah yeah.. cost only 15 bucks.. quite expensive but no choice cos its in town area..
Then after work went to Mrs Tai house to help set up BBQ for her daughter.. was very rush from work to her hse... got to drop down at Bt Batok and take 176 to MINDEF... suppose to go home change then take 67 but too late and sheng da ask me to go down asap.. so called up June to meet at 715 instead of 730... not really bz but sian cos too many children to handle and very noisy.. nothin is well prepared for us to set up cos Mrs Tai is always very blur and keep forgetting everythin...
Last nite almost quarrel with him cos he said somethin which make me very angry.. wanted to cry out but dun wan to embarassed myself.. jus got to swallow back my tears.. sorry to Joy cos i not purposely ignore when u greet me.. i couldnt hold my tears back.. if i were to talk to u i would burst out in tears..
Precious LynN
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Loyang temple
Had a nite out to Loyang temple praying with Sheng da, Randolph & Joy... after dinner with June, Kitty & Jack went straight home and reach home at 10pm... wah damn tired yesterdae and once i reach home, sheng da called and ask me to go loyang temple pray... since its a long long time i didnt go there le so make the effort to go down...
Dolph came fetch me 1st then sheng da and went down to Seng kang to fetch Joy... very smoky last nite and makes my eyes dry and pain... somemore very tired from work and really xin ku last nite... totally no mood...
Anyway after pray went to Changi V to eat dim sum which ah dolph hitler intro to us.. hmm quite nice but i have no appitite last nite... mayb its the mac burger makes me damn full.. chat over the dim sum and talk abt pets... dogs, rabbits (which joy keep), tortoise... had a great time chattin... talk abt taking our pets meet up 1 day hahahahaha...
After the dim sum was damn tired and sleepy... cant think anymore and jus wan to sleep right away... dolph drive us back after the supper and by the time i reach home its 130am... wah damn damn tired today.. wanted to get mc but haizz still got alot of things to do and come back work... sian ar..
Precious LynN
Friday, February 18, 2005
Busy day
Today damn bz and damn fucking pek chek with my boss and my supervisor... they seem to picking on me and findin faults with me...
Early morn ask me to rush the staff handbook... me have a spare one with bindin holes but haven bind and he ask me to print out a new set... me trying my best to print out asap but the machine cant be faster anymore and he ask me to give the spare one to the man.. no choice so got to give... then i rush downstair to give him and boss call down to ask me take back cos he haven check yet... then take back from the man and let him check... flip here flip there oso check nothin.. waste time sia.. wah lau... really damn pek chek cos i have to go up 3rd floor for him to check then run down to give the man... everytime last min ask me to do things..
Jus now my supervisor called me and ask why didnt i go post the letter today.. so i told her that i whole day bz printing out the staff handbook and copying to CD... then she said y cant i manage my time... pek chek pek chek... stupid pig !#$%!#$%#$#@!... i dun have time for my lunch liao then still ask me to go post office... I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really pek chek when ppl ask me to do something which i will do and i hate ppl to rush me... cos i know which is my priority... arghhh really make me sian ar..
Later after work gonna meet Kitty & June at lot 1 for dinner... its our New Year dinner cos Kitty jus return back from China last nite.. going to have a hearful story from her tonight... hahahha cant wait to go over now.. yeah now is 540pm.. 20 more mins to off work...
Precious LynN
Thursday, February 17, 2005
Interview
Jus went for an interview at Prudential agent for Secretary.. sian ar.. supposed to get the job but I cant resign in 2 weeks time.. cos i need at least 1 mth notice for my company... but the manager ask me to join her as an insurance agent.. cos i posessed a lively and energertic personality.. my character is best to be a sales person... mayb i shld change to a sales position soon...
Tml going for another interview at Swissotel at clarke Quay as coordinator between the marketing sales person and the manager... dunno whether i shld still continuing do my desk bound job or go look for a sales job which is more challenging... hmm find job oso stress sia.. jus wish i am Sleeping Beauty... sleep for a hundred years and wait for a hippo dude kiss me and marry me.. wahahahhahaa.. tired of workin now.. jia liat liao.. so young then so lazy le.. how??
Tml going for another interview at Swissotel at clarke Quay as coordinator between the marketing sales person and the manager... dunno whether i shld still continuing do my desk bound job or go look for a sales job which is more challenging... hmm find job oso stress sia.. jus wish i am Sleeping Beauty... sleep for a hundred years and wait for a hippo dude kiss me and marry me.. wahahahhahaa.. tired of workin now.. jia liat liao.. so young then so lazy le.. how??
*yawN*
very sleepy now.. wan to sleep le.. now is 315pm only... sian ar..
Precious LynN
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
My Valentine's Day
Guess how i spent my Valentine's Day???
Slowly packed my things after work and took MRT back home.. walk very slowly from the LRT to my house... take my own sweet time to feel the evening breeze while walking and looking at the sky for some birdies.. wondering if i could happen to meet my 2 little cousins on their way back from sch...
Reach home around 7pm and straight away on the TV to watch "Zhong Wu Yan"... no strenght to eat 1st so jus lie on the bed to watch tv.. rest awhile then go bath and and eat my dinner while watching the tv show (its a bad habit le)... watch many show and until bao bei called me at 10pm.. talk for 15 mins and i ask him to go sleep cos hes been tired the whole day.. then i watch the "Pi Li Huo" wah... getting excited lately and today episode is even more exciting...
Chat on the phone with my friend for awhile then bao bei called me again... hmm i thought he sleep le but he called me at 2315.. so surprised to received his call cos he seldom call me at this time.. then we sweet talk for 10mins and very tired le so both of us meet at dreamland...
Though its a lonely Valentine's Day but I and bao bei had celebrated on Sunday le.. he had company me whole noon and i think thats enough le.. though we didnt go anywhere but i could feel that the bond between us is getting stronger... at least he make the effort to company me...
Precious LynN
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Valentine's Day
Happy Valentine's Day everyone...
Hope u all have a wonderful and memorable day with you love ones
You have come so far and all u have to do is to carry on... dun ever give up on me for i will never give up on u either..
Precious LynN
Monday, February 14, 2005
yeah i'm back to bloggin... after a long break from work and today is the 6th day of Chinese New Year... this new year had been a tired one for me.. keep going relative houses and friends house to "bai nian" and on the way to gamble too... didnt win this yr but lose 10+ bucks... still lucky not to lose alot..
Went to alot of places this year.. 1st day to my grandpa house where everyone gather there... have my KFC lunch there and after lunch went to my dad bro house.. wah we didnt know that another steamboat lunch is waiting for us so 2nd round of lunch for us.. damn full sia..
Eat finish, sit awhile and went back home change for Wed nite at DBL O... but b4 going down to DBL O, went to mum place for dinner.. and by dinner time, im damn tired le.. sleep at mum house for 1hr and eat my dinner.. after dinner, lau chen came and fetch me to his hse.. so "bai nian" with chen mum & fun mum.. forget to bring oranges out so take from chen hse hahaha omg.. so pai seh.. anyway.. doesnt matter la hahahah
had a great nite at DBL O with all my dancing kakis
Shend da, Randolph, Jing Qiang, Calvin, Felicia, Hor fun, Joy, Kenny, Jun qi & his gf, Yong guang, ah chen, chuan wei, yong lin and his frds... jus too many to list out..
lucky for me that i didnt drink until drunk... if not must hangover again.. sian ar.. but bao bei drink quite alot cos the guys drank 2 jugs in the begining le.. and by the time we leave.. still got 5 jugs left.. wah so wasted..
My chinese new year is damn damn tired and drunk... been going to ktv at hillview for singing and drinkin.. really have to rest le.. cant drink alcohol anymore.. must stop for few mths..
Precious LynN
Monday, February 14, 2005
Happy Chinese New Year
wowowow today is Chinese New Year eve and have a half day off from boss.. been cleaning up my house since last week and yesterday took half day leave to spring cleaning oso.. mum and fen help out to clean the whole house and now its totally clean up.. but the only thing i forget to do yesterdae is to "BATH DOGGY" ... OMG he must be scolding me for not bathin him.. tonight gonna bath for him le..
Last nite went to watch "I do I do"... damn funny show and laugh from the start till the end... a romantic + comedy + politic show.. Its all Jack's Neo product.. u all shld go watch this movie.. especially those 30+ ger whom haven married yet...
Tonight having steamboat at home and after dinner got to pray le.. pray to the kitchen god.. and have to stay up quite late.. *yawn*... tml morn going to be a panda and go greet my grandpa early in the morn.. lately not feeling well and its all becos of Sat nite.. drink too much le and keep vomiting and these 2 days keep gettin gastric discomfort... gettin sore throat soon too.. last nite keep coughin and last 2 days didnt drink too much water cos whenever i drink, i jus feel like vomitin... cant eat too much of my favourite "Ba Gua" le.. sian ar..
Tonight eat steamboat at home then tml eat steamboat at Guilin and after dinner..... MAMBO MAMBO MAMBO!!!! yeah yeah... so long didnt dance le.. going to dance all out and sweat whole nite hahahaha... but i think not much space for us to dance cos gonna be crowded tml nite.. if too many ppl then change to DBL O wahahhahaha.. dancing queen.. dancing queen.. dancing queen... lives in the 70's... anywhere hope to have a good time there enjoyin myself..
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR everyone & hope u all get lotzz of "Ang Bao"!!!
Precious LynN
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
幸福是什么
Things crops up when i tot everythin has finally come to a terms.. y cant i enjoy more moments of happiness?? y must my happiness always be so short?? Things went well at 1st and i tot i can be happy again but... y must u snatch my happiness away?? I'm really sick and tired of all these ups and downs... its hard on me when i tot i can handle all this things... but they dun turn out well with wat i expect... u give me hopes and again disappointment.. i know i shldnt place too much hopes on it but no choice cos i cant help it... i cant control how i feel..
每晚只有振头陪我入绵
不到俩点不入睡
思眠的夜里，
实在是哲磨我到凌晨
我真的不知我能支持到何时
我不知为何我的幸福那么短
我很累了
Precious LynN
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Friday
Last nite didnt go chinatown cos too tired le... tonight going chinatown with sheng da, mum and fen.. haizz all of them are out to shoppin soon and here i am working... sian arrrrrr..
I WANNA GO SHOPPIN NOW!!!! NOW NOW NOW... haven get my new year clothes, new year shoes, new year bra & panties.. haizz all haven buy.. no time liao le.. tml going to dye my hair in the noon then at night go for class dinner at lot 1 and after dinner go ktv pub.. yeah yeah... ahahahhaa gettin excited abt tml.. sun got to spring cleaning le.. gonna make my hand rough liao.. so many things to do.. wat a mess sia.. how i wish i can become a witch and use my magic to do all the house work.. ACABRACABRA LET THE MAGIC BEGINS..
Tonight is friday lor... and next week is Chinese new year le.. OMG time past really fast... its been a mth since starting of 2005...but so many things happen in jus a mth.. i wonder how am i going to go thru 2005...
Precious LynN
Friday, February 04, 2005
Yeah...
Finally know where and how to get music for my blog le... gers u can go iWebTunes.com and copy the code to paste on ur template...
Wanted to change everythin and still hoping to learn how to put the snowflakes in my blog too.. hmm still tryin..
Organised a class dinner on this coming sat at lot 1 at 7pm and for class 5/1 & 5/2... hope to get many ppl go cos damn difficult to get everyone gather at once... anyway i'm used to their reason for not coming... will always have a chance to meet up someday.. after dinner we going to hillview pub 7 for ktv.. yeah yeah... very excited abt this comin sat.. gonna highlight my hair this sat le cos New Year coming... wowowow no time to prepare my things liao...
Tonight going chinatown and tml going down too with Sheng Da.. haven buy new year clothes yet.. tml go shop around and buy some pretty clothes.. wanted to go KL for my New year but haizz no money.. so got to stay at home and win all my relatives "ang bao" money le hahahhahaa...
I have phobia of being alone during Chinese New Year... Its the worse thing that could happen to anyone when everyone is having reunion with their families and friends... Once bitten twice shy.. I would nvr have my Chinese new year alone again... no matter how, I will get some friends to go out.. than staying at home alone..
Wanted to change everythin and still hoping to learn how to put the snowflakes in my blog too.. hmm still tryin..
Organised a class dinner on this coming sat at lot 1 at 7pm and for class 5/1 & 5/2... hope to get many ppl go cos damn difficult to get everyone gather at once... anyway i'm used to their reason for not coming... will always have a chance to meet up someday.. after dinner we going to hillview pub 7 for ktv.. yeah yeah... very excited abt this comin sat.. gonna highlight my hair this sat le cos New Year coming... wowowow no time to prepare my things liao...
Tonight going chinatown and tml going down too with Sheng Da.. haven buy new year clothes yet.. tml go shop around and buy some pretty clothes.. wanted to go KL for my New year but haizz no money.. so got to stay at home and win all my relatives "ang bao" money le hahahhahaa...
I have phobia of being alone during Chinese New Year... Its the worse thing that could happen to anyone when everyone is having reunion with their families and friends... Once bitten twice shy.. I would nvr have my Chinese new year alone again... no matter how, I will get some friends to go out.. than staying at home alone..
Precious LynN
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Pretty long didnt write abt myself... alot of things to say but jus dunno how to start.. many things happen during 1 week.. emotion gettin ups and downs.. feeling sad and confused...
Had a hard time trying to control my innerself and my emotion and there's no one to help me.. not even him is here to help me.. when things crops up, he jus wan to leave.. he isnt here to help me nor is he here to understand me... he only think that i'm unreasonable and sensitive... he doesnt care why i'm feeling this way... mayb he jus dunno how to understand me.. or mayb he dunno how to ask.. we both are havin communication break down... too stress to make the effort to understand each other.. I jus hope life can be better if each of us make the effort to build this relation.
Is this a test for our relation? Can we make it to the end? Why must a relationship be full of hardship, obstacles, ups & down??? Why cant human have simple environment and live in simplicity?? Do we really have to be jealous, angry, envious of others? Can somebody tell me wat the world is happenin??
Precious LynN
Thursday, February 03, 2005
New skin
Yeah.. me jus changed a new skin for my blog.. used to hate black background but found this user very creative and i like the layout she used... somemore her template not very complicated.. easy and user friendly..
Precious LynN
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Hi5 journal
Hey this is one of my journal written in Hi5...
Fire flies are really beautiful at nite.. especially when all gather on a huge tree.. it seems like a sparkling x mas tree.. So beautiful & u will never forget the moment and the scenery.. it light up my path in the dark when they gather and they are the most beautiful flies in this world.. memories of the fire flies will always be in my heart.. whenever i'm feeling down at nite, i'll think of the view that took place that nite.. the wind that seem so peaceful and cooling, the sky that is filled with slight lightning where u can see the lines of the light.. peace is all u can find there.. no war, no noise, no trouble.. jus peace to ur mind..
** oink oink ** 1750 3june2004
Precious LynN
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
All these days I've been thinking alot of things... things to be consider for my future..
I have decided to leave u for good.. since you dun have the patient and faith I wan and I'm too sensitive for u... Yes I'm sensitive... SO??? its u urself who is insensitive and u dun care abt how I feel.. U think its alright to do this but let me tell, if u carry on like this, she will like u someday cos she will get used to U and u will get used to her. I dun wan to wait till that day and u tell me that u are used to her and not me..
Mayb i'm thinkin too much but thats the fact... since u cant tolerate my sensitive and unreasonable then lets jus forget it.. find our own ways and path to a more happy life.. though it might be hard but u will get used to it.. days without me still can be happy and mayb even more happy.. i wont be there buggin you with all sort of Qs and searchin for ans...
I'm really tired... all i wan is someone who really know how i feel and understand me...
Precious LynN
Tuesday, February 01, 2005