Myself
Pretty long didnt write abt myself... alot of things to say but jus dunno how to start.. many things happen during 1 week.. emotion gettin ups and downs.. feeling sad and confused...
Had a hard time trying to control my innerself and my emotion and there's no one to help me.. not even him is here to help me.. when things crops up, he jus wan to leave.. he isnt here to help me nor is he here to understand me... he only think that i'm unreasonable and sensitive... he doesnt care why i'm feeling this way... mayb he jus dunno how to understand me.. or mayb he dunno how to ask.. we both are havin communication break down... too stress to make the effort to understand each other.. I jus hope life can be better if each of us make the effort to build this relation.
Is this a test for our relation? Can we make it to the end? Why must a relationship be full of hardship, obstacles, ups & down??? Why cant human have simple environment and live in simplicity?? Do we really have to be jealous, angry, envious of others? Can somebody tell me wat the world is happenin??
Precious LynN
Thursday, February 03, 2005