Tears
Finally my eyes has open the door for the tears to come out... there's jus too much to hold.. its rushin out like hell and makin my eyes swollen like fishball.. i thought i could hold on for a longer time but im still a weak ger... i jus hate myself for gettin into this situation..
I wish time could go faster... im really sick of living in my own world.. doin things alone and hardly talk more than 10 sentence a day... i felt my world is gettin so quiet.. i felt so empty..
Im always in a daze thinkin of nothin... jus dun feel like movin an inch.. totally blackout whenever i think of u.. makin myself suffer from headaches & miagrain.. my room are messier than ever.. no mood to clean up and jus let it be.. doggy smells too.. haizz.. i wish to abandon everythin behind me and jus go away...
Precious LynN
Thursday, March 24, 2005