To my Baby
This post is specially delicated to my Dearest Bao Bei Sheng Da
You are the 1st person i have delicate my post here
Lately im not in the right hormones and always think of those senseless Qs (but i dun think without proof)... Sometimes i know things are there for me to discover and no way to avoid it... all depends on me whether to figure out myself or ignore it... but somehow i choose to figure it out... u must thinkin that y i always pick bones from an egg... thats the nature of WOMAN!!
No matter what i think... somehow its all connect to u... there's no smoke without any wind.. there are many things which i didnt tell u cos u have no time to communicate with me and thats all the past... clapping needs 2 hands to have sound... i might seem unreasonable sometimes but within all those unresonable... i always have my reason to behave this way... jus that i didnt tell u..
I always get my way and wat i wan until i met u... life with u can be happy when there are no obstacle... u make me realise that i cant always get my way... i cant always be the "little princess" in ur heart cos ur heart doesnt allow me to live fully by myself... mayb thats the nature of u.. we both know abt this...
U always ask me y i choose u instead of pillow when he had treated me so well... to choose u instead of him is that i have learnt my lesson... sometimes things cant go back to the way it was when u leave... things are always changing... i might be happy when im with him but i have no more love and feelings towards him... jus a care & concern for him..
I know u have change alot for me oso and i really appreciate your love to me wat u have done for me for the past 2 yrs... we might not have gone thru alot and im glad u still have me as ur gf cos without u... i wont have so much laughter...
Since fate has let us together then i will cherish the relations with u and i will still be unreasonable like b4.... I do love you but when things goes wrong.. u aint always there to coax me and assure me.. SO PLS DO ASSURE ME MORE IN THE FUTURE hor...
Precious LynN
Friday, March 11, 2005