Dinner at Lot1
Thurs nite had my dinner at Lot 1 Mac with Kitty, June, Tortoise & Jack and the beanstalk... had a great time laughin there cos kitty keep sayin the wrong words.. hahahaha they know im feelin down and really make me laugh like hell.. though i cant laugh like usual but at least im abit cheer u by them..
Kitty always have alot of stories to tell us hahahaa... she always say the YX LJK (birdie kids).. anyway as long as she is happy and whatever happen to YX doesnt matter to us...
Last nite went to Taman Jurong for supper with sheng da, dolph and janice.. i wanted to eat chicken wings and the chicken wings there are very nice but last nite seem not fried enough.. errm soggy.. and too oily le... mayb im not in the mood to eat bah.. thats y everythin is tasteless..
*yawn*... very sleepy now.. last nite sleep at 2am.. chat on msn till very late... morn dun feel like workin again.. tot of gettin mc but today half day only and its not worth so drag myself out of bed..
Kitty always have alot of stories to tell us hahahaa... she always say the YX LJK (birdie kids).. anyway as long as she is happy and whatever happen to YX doesnt matter to us...
Last nite went to Taman Jurong for supper with sheng da, dolph and janice.. i wanted to eat chicken wings and the chicken wings there are very nice but last nite seem not fried enough.. errm soggy.. and too oily le... mayb im not in the mood to eat bah.. thats y everythin is tasteless..
*yawn*... very sleepy now.. last nite sleep at 2am.. chat on msn till very late... morn dun feel like workin again.. tot of gettin mc but today half day only and its not worth so drag myself out of bed..
Precious LynN
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Lettin go
Heard the Music Dairy in 933... talked about how to grab the chance u have.. but if ever the chance is given and found out that both were not meant for each other, then u jus have to let go... letting go of someone who is not meant for u.. thats the hardest things to let go in life..
Lettin go of someone u love means cuttin a piece of meat from ur body... no pain can be compared to this.. time spent together, doing things together, memories of all the good and bad times... countries where we travelled and places where we left our footprints.. all of this will be wash away by time.. as time goes by, nothin will be left between us.. not even memories..
Since u cant cherish this relations then there's no point in sayin together.. wat u said cant be taken back.. i have given u alot of chances.. chances when u dunno how to appreciate.. chances when u make stupid decisions.. chances when theres every chance for u to lie to me.. since u cant say the truth to me when i have given u the chances.. then let it be.. i wont force u anymore.. all i can say is "TAKE CARE".. hope u can find someone who can accomodate to ur lies..
Lettin go of someone u love means cuttin a piece of meat from ur body... no pain can be compared to this.. time spent together, doing things together, memories of all the good and bad times... countries where we travelled and places where we left our footprints.. all of this will be wash away by time.. as time goes by, nothin will be left between us.. not even memories..
Since u cant cherish this relations then there's no point in sayin together.. wat u said cant be taken back.. i have given u alot of chances.. chances when u dunno how to appreciate.. chances when u make stupid decisions.. chances when theres every chance for u to lie to me.. since u cant say the truth to me when i have given u the chances.. then let it be.. i wont force u anymore.. all i can say is "TAKE CARE".. hope u can find someone who can accomodate to ur lies..
Precious LynN
Thursday, January 27, 2005
Last nite went dinner with tortoise at the new foodcourt inside WM... we both had the same dish and thats "Mix pig organ soup". Feeling cold and so wanted somethin hot to warm myself.. wanted to sit outside burger king but no space..
After dinner went to the kopi roti to drink kopi.. tortoise saw alot of his frds there.. cos he live near WM mah... then out of sudden, i saw jian hui.. he was walking towards coffee bean and i wave to him.. he was going to Moss burger to have dinner then we ask him to join us and he had eggs and bread for dinner.. after dinner he going back to camp and his camp is damn near my hse.. so we chat for 1 more hr then leave.. he took cab back to camp then send me home on the way..
Reach home still not tired.. go online for awhile.. but keep disconnectin and damn sian liao.. so watch tv.. watch until 1am.. wanted to make myself till very tired then easy to sleep... if not have to keep tossing around here and there..
*Yawn*... now very sleepy... tonight still meetin June, kitty and tortoise at lot one for dinner... wah.. very long didnt play my Sims2 le.. haizz too bz lately and no mood to play oso.. now i know the feelin of being single and y single can be so boring... no one to dependent on - mentally and physcially.. thats the worse thing in this world... woman without love is jus a wither flower.. jus let it rot until someone shower this flower with love and thats the time this flower will stand up again...
After dinner went to the kopi roti to drink kopi.. tortoise saw alot of his frds there.. cos he live near WM mah... then out of sudden, i saw jian hui.. he was walking towards coffee bean and i wave to him.. he was going to Moss burger to have dinner then we ask him to join us and he had eggs and bread for dinner.. after dinner he going back to camp and his camp is damn near my hse.. so we chat for 1 more hr then leave.. he took cab back to camp then send me home on the way..
Reach home still not tired.. go online for awhile.. but keep disconnectin and damn sian liao.. so watch tv.. watch until 1am.. wanted to make myself till very tired then easy to sleep... if not have to keep tossing around here and there..
*Yawn*... now very sleepy... tonight still meetin June, kitty and tortoise at lot one for dinner... wah.. very long didnt play my Sims2 le.. haizz too bz lately and no mood to play oso.. now i know the feelin of being single and y single can be so boring... no one to dependent on - mentally and physcially.. thats the worse thing in this world... woman without love is jus a wither flower.. jus let it rot until someone shower this flower with love and thats the time this flower will stand up again...
Precious LynN
Thursday, January 27, 2005
Sunny noon
Jus came back from puffin.. sit alone at the garden.. hot sunny day.. was sitin on a bench and under the shade of the building.. cool breeze touchin my face and make me more awake.. felt nice and relax but somehow.. things wont go away for some reason... after smokin, problems still stay and didnt go with the wind..
I hate myself for all the things i have made.. wrong move wrong approach wrong partner wrong things being done.. everythin jus went wrong in my life..
I hate myself for all the things i have made.. wrong move wrong approach wrong partner wrong things being done.. everythin jus went wrong in my life..
Precious LynN
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Today is a bad day for me... this morn crossing almost sprained my ankle.. though didnt really sprained but still hurts and wrist dunno y pain from last nite.. haizz.. mayb last nite didnt eat well cos ate half bowl of maggie mee only.. whole body no strength and this morn felt giddy... still late for work and no time to buy food.. wait till 1030am then free to buy my breakfast... buy liao then eat half only... low appetite, low morale, no mood, mood swing, everythin jus come together and making this damn fucking day..
Didnt sleep well last nite cos keep havin nightmare and stupid dreams... sick and tired of everythin and everyone.. im jus a flower among the rocks with no other companion beside me.. life sucks and love sucks even more...
Its the right choice u made... im jus a passer by in ur life and someday someone in ur track will fill up my place.. days with u were happy memories but no secure... woman without any secure cant be happy.. mayb im jus too sensitive but its the way u done ur things that made me lost faith in u.. im tired of hiding this and that from her.. all i wan is a normal crystal relation.. nothin hidden between us..
I jus hate u..
Didnt sleep well last nite cos keep havin nightmare and stupid dreams... sick and tired of everythin and everyone.. im jus a flower among the rocks with no other companion beside me.. life sucks and love sucks even more...
Its the right choice u made... im jus a passer by in ur life and someday someone in ur track will fill up my place.. days with u were happy memories but no secure... woman without any secure cant be happy.. mayb im jus too sensitive but its the way u done ur things that made me lost faith in u.. im tired of hiding this and that from her.. all i wan is a normal crystal relation.. nothin hidden between us..
I jus hate u..
Precious LynN
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Late again
Today late for work cos I cant hear my alarm.. i have set for 745am but i only hear it at 840am.. damn late sia.. reach office at 1010am.. buy breakfast at Maxwell then faster come to office le.. samn tired and sleepy now..
Last evening went to West mall for dinner at 6pm+ with Bao bei, Ah Chen, Alan and Chuan wei.. damn hungry and have to wait whole noon for lau chen.. haizz wait until no strenght and very pek chek cos very hungry.. after chen confirm no car and not going to Bugis cos of no car...
Went there to eat KFC and walk around... wanted to buy the blanket at Aussino cos they got 50% discount but when i reach there they say the quilt not in sales.. very dissapointed and didnt get to buy as it cost around $150 for the silk quality.. mayb next mth then buy le... haizz sian.. no money really very sian.. wan to buy somethin still need to wait wait wait...
I wish i have alot of money
Money is all I want
I hate poverty
I hate MAN
Last evening went to West mall for dinner at 6pm+ with Bao bei, Ah Chen, Alan and Chuan wei.. damn hungry and have to wait whole noon for lau chen.. haizz wait until no strenght and very pek chek cos very hungry.. after chen confirm no car and not going to Bugis cos of no car...
Went there to eat KFC and walk around... wanted to buy the blanket at Aussino cos they got 50% discount but when i reach there they say the quilt not in sales.. very dissapointed and didnt get to buy as it cost around $150 for the silk quality.. mayb next mth then buy le... haizz sian.. no money really very sian.. wan to buy somethin still need to wait wait wait...
I wish i have alot of money
Money is all I want
I hate poverty
I hate MAN
Man are all liars
Man are disgusting
Man are cheap
Man are all lecher
Precious LynN
Saturday, January 22, 2005
TP Failed
I have fail my TP yesterdae and I did very badly for it... i was too nervous le and everythin jus went wrong.. really hate myself for all this.. cant remain calm and didnt check properly..
going to take again at bbdc le.. must pass for my 2nd try.. damn low morale yesterdae cos i didnt feel so nervous b4 TP but when the tester came and I was damn nervous.. dunno wat to do and felt tired all of a sudden..
dun wan to talk abt this anymore.. sian
Precious LynN
Friday, January 21, 2005
TP
OMG today is my TP at Ubi... so nervous now.. dunno wat will happen later.. 20 January 2005 4.30pm... This is the day I have to take my TP... OMG OMG... damn anxious now.. hope it will pass asap.. Hope i can pass wahahahhaa.. OMG me gettin crazy now.. cant stop it.. help... help.. help..
Tml is holiday and if later i pass my tp whaahhahaha hahahahhaha OMG i cant stop thinking abt me passing.. jia liat liao.. if later fail surely cry sia.... cry like hell.. omg omg... hahahhaa but all i can think of is passin... whahahahha get my license with my photo on it.. whahahhahaa omg really cant stop thinkin...
Tml is holiday and if later i pass my tp whaahhahaha hahahahhaha OMG i cant stop thinking abt me passing.. jia liat liao.. if later fail surely cry sia.... cry like hell.. omg omg... hahahhaa but all i can think of is passin... whahahahha get my license with my photo on it.. whahahhahaa omg really cant stop thinkin...
STOP STOP STOP THINKIN ABT PASSIN.. THINK WAT HAPPEN WHEN U FAIL.. YOU WILL SURELY FEEL VERY LOW.. VERY STUPID.. VERY REGRET COS U HAVE WASTE SO MUCH MONEY ON IT...
Gonna pass today.. omg givin myself too much pressure le.. stop it..
U EVIL LITTLE DEVIL...
Precious LynN
Thursday, January 20, 2005
My 3rd post
This is my 3rd post for the day... today seem too emotional for everything
I have alot of things to talk, my views and my feelings
I'm just too tired to work today
These few days been facing my pc after work and everyday sleep at 1am I'm either online or playing my Sims2
Damn tired now... later going to meet June at lot 1 for dinner and kitty will meet us after she had her dinner at home as her mum is cooking tonight.
Tml is my TP le... so nervous for it
Hands keep sweating whenever i think of it... tml jia liat liao..
Not dun have confidence to pass but jus that i dunno how it goes
No experience on this and keep thinkin wat will happen
Dont dare to place too much hope on it cos of dissapointment
If tml really fail then i will retake at BBDC le.. no way im going back to UBI
I miss my friends
I miss the times we had in sec life
I miss the days we stay back for revision
Those days of playing, studying and photo sessions b4 'O's
It seem like a dream to me now
Very vivd, blur images of me and my friends
Wish I could go back to that time
Precious LynN
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Are you happy with what u have now?
Do you wish to be rich but with a poor health and broken family
OR
Do you wish to be poor but healthy and happy family?
This is something which make us puzzled
Y cant everyone be treated equally?
Y are there rich family and poor family living together in this world?
Y cant be everyone treated equally?
Y must there be money in this world?
Y cant human live in simplity?
Y must there be different levels of people?
Different levels makes people judge
Different levels cant make high level of people to understand the difficulties of lower level
I hate the world we living in
I wish to go to another world where there is
no conflict, no war, no disaster, no jealousy, no anger, no evil
Live in a world of Love
Love each other like his own
This place may seem far from us
But actually its just right infront of our eyes
Precious LynN
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Anger
I've known "Anger" since I was 16
1st time of "Anger" was somethin which cant be easily described
The feeling of being
deceived, betrayed and being unloved by ur love ones
Hearts being torn into pieces
Felt the pain in my heart as though knives had stabbed in
Cant breadth properly and mind just keep running about wat he said
Till now, thats the only time i have met "Anger"
Betrayed
Betrayed can be either physical or mentally
I have always been betrayed mentally
My love ones always think of another ger
And I really felt being betrayed by him
Its just a feelin i had in me all this while
Being Loved
I have forgotten the feeling of being loved
"Being loved" always comes with "Love"
"Love" always come with "Hope"
I had placed too much hopes on the one who loves me
In the end what i get is "Dissapointment"
Feeling of "Being Loved" is wonderful
Free as a bird, beautiful as the goddness
Living in a world of 2
3rd Party
1 is a loner, 2 is a company, 3 is a crowd
No one wants to be a 3rd party to anyone
Everyone wants to be the 2nd or 1st party
Precious LynN
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Problems
Everyone has its own problem
Be it major or minor,
Its still a problem that exist in our life
Problems are to be share with
Friends, Family, Relatives or anyone who u can share with
Someone will be there to give u a hand when u are down
Advice will be given when u need one
No one is a trouble to anyone
Even if outsider cant solve the problem
You alone can do it
Have faith in urself
And things will go ur way
Precious LynN
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Jealousy
"Jealousy" seems to overcome me like Tsunami
It comes Fast and furious
Leaving only the mess behind for me
Nothing can stop this "Jealousy" I have in me
I felt hatred in me
I felt the world has betray me
I felt nothing good about everyone
I hate everyone
It comes Fast and furious
Leaving only the mess behind for me
Nothing can stop this "Jealousy" I have in me
I felt hatred in me
I felt the world has betray me
I felt nothing good about everyone
I hate everyone
Everyone seems to be vying something with me
Its making me crazy and I really hope to get rid of this ASAP
Its making me crazy and I really hope to get rid of this ASAP
I hate all this feelings
And most of all
"I HATE YOU FOR ENTERING MY LIFE"
Pleasse get out of my sight right now
Pleasse get out of my sight right now
I really dont wish to have anything with u ever again
I know, you will not leave me when the time is not ripe
Only time will drive this "Jealousy" out of my life
Precious LynN
Monday, January 17, 2005
My weekends were really tired... got my new pc and and new game.. yeah..
stay at home play my "Sims2" wowowow... damn fun and its got some similarity with our real world... gers are materialistic and guys are all leacher hahahhaha...
My sis install for me on sat noon and i have been playin this "Sims2" since sat nite.. sat nite went dinner with hor fun, joy, kenny and bao bei at Toa payoh.. haizz tot of going to geylang to eat the "drunken prawns" but in the end went to eat "hokkien mee".. this week must eat my "drunken prawns".. wowooww yummy yummy..
After eating went back home and start playin my "Sims2" till 330am.. wasnt very tired and still wan to continue playin but its not good to sleep late so i faster go sleep and wake up at 1230pm to play again.. wowowow play whole noon again and until bao bei called me to go for dinner at 8+.. really tired now and sleepy too.. wish i could go back sleep and play my "Sims2" yeah
stay at home play my "Sims2" wowowow... damn fun and its got some similarity with our real world... gers are materialistic and guys are all leacher hahahhaha...
My sis install for me on sat noon and i have been playin this "Sims2" since sat nite.. sat nite went dinner with hor fun, joy, kenny and bao bei at Toa payoh.. haizz tot of going to geylang to eat the "drunken prawns" but in the end went to eat "hokkien mee".. this week must eat my "drunken prawns".. wowooww yummy yummy..
After eating went back home and start playin my "Sims2" till 330am.. wasnt very tired and still wan to continue playin but its not good to sleep late so i faster go sleep and wake up at 1230pm to play again.. wowowow play whole noon again and until bao bei called me to go for dinner at 8+.. really tired now and sleepy too.. wish i could go back sleep and play my "Sims2" yeah
Precious LynN
Monday, January 17, 2005
I'm Tied Up
Days seem to be flying pass me and everyday is just another day of work.
For the past 2 years,
my days in this world is like a rocket zooming to the outer space
Eversince I know wat is happening around me,Somthing seem to pull me back
Im not so carefree as before
Im not so daring as before
Im not so chatty as before
Im not so lively as before
Im not so engertic as before
Im not so outspoken as before
I have mature and its not a good news for me
Mature means I have know alot of things
things which i shldnt said
things which i shldnt do
things which i shdnt see
All this restrictions makes me feel TIED UP
I cant do wat i like
I cant do wat i wan
I cant go where i wish to go
I wish i can put down all my burden and go round the world with no worries
Precious LynN
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Love
Love
What does "LOVE" mean to you?
Something to reply on, a morale dependent, companion?
Some people take their love ones for granted,
Some people reply on their love ones for life,
Some people love their love ones with their whole life,
for they are their everything.
To me, "LOVE" is a promise between a couple
What you said must be done
To me, "LOVE" is a promise between a couple
What you said must be done
Promise that cant be fullfiled is an empty vessel,
cos empty vessels makes the most noise.
To love a person
You need not be with him all the minute
For "LOVE" is something which can be felt by heart
Precious LynN
Friday, January 14, 2005
My Secret Garden
Went to a French Crusine restaurant on Tue (11 Jan 2005) for dinner
Had my dinner at 945pm cos by the time i reach there its almost 930pm and last order too...
MY SECRET GARDEN
161 Middle Road
Sculpture Square
Tel: 6337-5338
Opening hours: 11am - 11pm (Sun - Thu), 11am - 1am (Fri & Sat)
Went there with bao bei, randolph & xue yi. Its a French crusine resturant but i think its normal western restaurant.
Here are some pics we took that nite...
This is Xue Yi & Randolph
Me & Bao bei
Me & Bao bei again.... wasnt very bright for the previous pic so retook..
ME
Me again - without my shawl
wah... bao bei kissed me.. yeah yeah
hmmph whenever i kissed him, he will always show this face...
Overall the atmosphere there is really nice and guys shld bring their gf to have a romantic moment there..
Had my dinner at 945pm cos by the time i reach there its almost 930pm and last order too...
MY SECRET GARDEN
161 Middle Road
Sculpture Square
Tel: 6337-5338
Opening hours: 11am - 11pm (Sun - Thu), 11am - 1am (Fri & Sat)
Went there with bao bei, randolph & xue yi. Its a French crusine resturant but i think its normal western restaurant.
Here are some pics we took that nite...
This is Xue Yi & Randolph
Me & Bao bei
Me & Bao bei again.... wasnt very bright for the previous pic so retook..
ME
Me again - without my shawl
wah... bao bei kissed me.. yeah yeah
hmmph whenever i kissed him, he will always show this face...
Overall the atmosphere there is really nice and guys shld bring their gf to have a romantic moment there..
Precious LynN
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
hmm
Arrggh... i'm having headache now since last nite... cant get to sleep last nite and keep thinking of many things which i cant rem now... really very tired and sleepy now..
I will be havin a new pc at home soon.. asked my sis bf help me install everythin.. yeah hope to get it by this week... i hope to get busier when i get my new pc... got alot of business lobang lately.. but haizz business is somethin which can make a friendship sour.. so got to becareful in PR with my frds...
Money is 1 thing which can really destroy the friendship... haizzz... i think its better to have own business unless he or she is not so calculative...
I hope everythin turns well this year..
I will be havin a new pc at home soon.. asked my sis bf help me install everythin.. yeah hope to get it by this week... i hope to get busier when i get my new pc... got alot of business lobang lately.. but haizz business is somethin which can make a friendship sour.. so got to becareful in PR with my frds...
Money is 1 thing which can really destroy the friendship... haizzz... i think its better to have own business unless he or she is not so calculative...
I hope everythin turns well this year..
Precious LynN
Monday, January 10, 2005
Technology
Technology seem to have taken you away from me. All you ever do is just your computer and handphone. I felt so insignificant to you. I felt like a sex slave to you and I'm just your companion when you are lonely. I am really feeling very insecure and your attitude towards me seem to have change for the worse. Though I might be over sensitive but I'm just a woman without any security within me.
You cant give me any secure which I need from you. You cant be by my side when I need you. You are always so busy doing your own things. Time given to me is only a couple of hours in a day. If you are busy with business or work I can understand but the problem is you are busy with sleeping and your new technology. You say you have no time to meet me due to some family problems and I agree to it cos I dun wan to make u in a difficult position but when you have your free time you rather spend it with your handphone than me.
I really feel you drifting slowly away from me as and the distance between us is getting longer. Nothing can make me happy when you are not with me and my soul wont return to me when you aint with me. Sometimes I'm just like a zombie with no sense of belonging to this world. I feel alone even though many people are around me.
I hope, love do change you and your attitude towards to me.
You cant give me any secure which I need from you. You cant be by my side when I need you. You are always so busy doing your own things. Time given to me is only a couple of hours in a day. If you are busy with business or work I can understand but the problem is you are busy with sleeping and your new technology. You say you have no time to meet me due to some family problems and I agree to it cos I dun wan to make u in a difficult position but when you have your free time you rather spend it with your handphone than me.
I really feel you drifting slowly away from me as and the distance between us is getting longer. Nothing can make me happy when you are not with me and my soul wont return to me when you aint with me. Sometimes I'm just like a zombie with no sense of belonging to this world. I feel alone even though many people are around me.
I hope, love do change you and your attitude towards to me.
Precious LynN
Saturday, January 08, 2005
The way you touch
I love the way you touch me; so caring, smoothing and so warm. I could feel the warmth thru your hands that come from your heart. The warmth which could make me melt like an ice had already touch my heart. The way you touch me has translated that you really love me more than you love yourselves. I could hear "I Love You" from your heart and sound of your sweet whispering makes me happy and all I could think of is YOU. Nothing and No one in this world can be compare to my happiness when I'm in your hands. People say that Saint had miracle hands on the sick but you have your miracle hands on me. You make feel love again.
The way you kiss
Bit by bit; slow with passion;
Slowly, you embraced me with your charm round my neck and caress my hair, my face, my shoulder, my back, my waist and my hip while kissing me. The kiss we had was so strong and passionate. Never could I forget the way you looked at me for I was sinking into your eyes.
You said "you aint kissing me but you are whispering to me in my mouth".
The sound of a kiss is not as loud as a cannon but its echo lasts! A kiss that's never been tasted is forever and ever wasted. I have tasted your kiss and I will always remember it in my heart for I will always hear the echo of our kiss.
Candles doesn't last forever but its was once beautiful and sweet.
Precious LynN
Friday, January 07, 2005
Days of Secondary sch
How was your feeling and thinkin on ur 1st day of sec sch?
I was chattin with my cousin as she had jus started sch in her 1st year of secondary life.
She asked me "how many friends you had on your 1st day"?
OMG i was like hmm... I had no friends on 1st day. I still remember the 1st few days I had in AES - old AES in Teck Whye. I was alone, no friends (omg me feel like crying now cos i felt pity for myself), very odd out cos I was still wearing my primary sch uniform as my mum wanted me to go another sch cos she heard from others that AES is a bad sch cos of Boys Town and she was very angry when i change the option myself.
1st few days, I keep smilin to a ger whom is same class as me and i was really scare and alone in sch cos no one wanted to talk to me.. they all have their friends and recess time is the worse time of the day cos i had nowhere to go and I was siting in the garden all alone. The ger whom i keep smilin at is KITTY aka SERENE... hahahaa still rem the times when we 1st smile at each otherand i felt so stupid now... she was the 1st to know WIDIA and i was intro to WIDIA by her... after that, we 3 person have become good friends till now and still in contact with each other.
Life in secondary sch is the golden times we had and i really regret somethin which i should have done long ago and that is to quit the "BAND". Life in band was like a bird in a prison and it makes me drift away from kitty & widia... everytime had to stay back for stupid training.. i really hate myself for not having the courage to quit..
I'm happy that I still have 2 sec ger frds with me now and that is Kitty & June. For Widia, she is now in Indonesia cos she had to take over her dad business and very bz now.. I wish to have more time for my friends...
I was chattin with my cousin as she had jus started sch in her 1st year of secondary life.
She asked me "how many friends you had on your 1st day"?
OMG i was like hmm... I had no friends on 1st day. I still remember the 1st few days I had in AES - old AES in Teck Whye. I was alone, no friends (omg me feel like crying now cos i felt pity for myself), very odd out cos I was still wearing my primary sch uniform as my mum wanted me to go another sch cos she heard from others that AES is a bad sch cos of Boys Town and she was very angry when i change the option myself.
1st few days, I keep smilin to a ger whom is same class as me and i was really scare and alone in sch cos no one wanted to talk to me.. they all have their friends and recess time is the worse time of the day cos i had nowhere to go and I was siting in the garden all alone. The ger whom i keep smilin at is KITTY aka SERENE... hahahaa still rem the times when we 1st smile at each otherand i felt so stupid now... she was the 1st to know WIDIA and i was intro to WIDIA by her... after that, we 3 person have become good friends till now and still in contact with each other.
Life in secondary sch is the golden times we had and i really regret somethin which i should have done long ago and that is to quit the "BAND". Life in band was like a bird in a prison and it makes me drift away from kitty & widia... everytime had to stay back for stupid training.. i really hate myself for not having the courage to quit..
I'm happy that I still have 2 sec ger frds with me now and that is Kitty & June. For Widia, she is now in Indonesia cos she had to take over her dad business and very bz now.. I wish to have more time for my friends...
If I suddenly die tomorrow
Will anyone cry for me?
Will anyone turn up for my wake?
Will people still remember me years later?
All this doesnt matter cos I cant be there for my friends anymore.
Dear friends, pls forgive me if i cant be there for you anymore cos I have to go back to where I come from.
Do not be sad for me cos we shall meet again in future. Without me, life still got to go on and I will be watching over you and keep blessing you. All I ask from you is to remember me for my laughter cos i had once make you happy with my laughter and jokes.
Precious LynN
Thursday, January 06, 2005
hmm jus got an ac with the Multiply.com and it wasnt that fun cos i think its too complex le.. too many things to set and not really user friendly... still prefer my blogger... yeah...
been bz lately cos too many things to do and things to think... chinese new year is comin and thinkin of paintin my house.. wanted to stick to the same white color... but white seem borin... still decidin wat color to use.... anywhere i will discuss with fen and i will paint the house with dad... too many things to do before chinese new year..
must buy new clothes, new bed sheet, pillow, bloster, blanket, curtain, new shoe.. wah so many things to buy.. gonna spend alot of money on all this things..
been bz lately cos too many things to do and things to think... chinese new year is comin and thinkin of paintin my house.. wanted to stick to the same white color... but white seem borin... still decidin wat color to use.... anywhere i will discuss with fen and i will paint the house with dad... too many things to do before chinese new year..
must buy new clothes, new bed sheet, pillow, bloster, blanket, curtain, new shoe.. wah so many things to buy.. gonna spend alot of money on all this things..
Precious LynN
Thursday, January 06, 2005
1st day of workin in 2005
Today is the 1st day of workin in 2005... everyone has a new start.. schs reopen, new job...
Me dun feel like anythin special for today and its the same like ordinary day... come to work late, do my work, plan my things, help bao bei do his projects, chat on msn (but today no mood to chat & heng no one is online to chat with me), haizzz jus too normal for a starting...
I have a bad start cos i'm havin mense cramp now and very sleepy cos i took medicine jus now.. mense late for 1 week and its damn pain... too stress lately cos keep thinkin abt money... not enough to spend even when ERS are given... too many things to plan le.. especially Chinese New Year is comin.. have to buy and pay alot of things... bills to pay, drivin fee.. too tired to plan today... stupid mense..
last fri is the last day of 2004, June, kitty and i had half day so we meet at lot 1 for lunch and we took the neocard...
Its me, June & Kitty
New Year eve wasnt that happening... went to plaza for dinner with bao bei and took bus to orchard tower to meet ah fei & lian.. after that went to central mall 99 pub for countdown.. took some pics there but its very dark...
Me... at plaza kopitiam..
Me... outside pub 99 at Central Mall
Me and Li Lian
Bao bei and me... yeah..
waitress at the pub and me.. hmm too dark le.. cant see clearly...
yeah this is my handsome bao bei...
ohh this is panda ling cos not enough sleep and dark circles comin out
Me dun feel like anythin special for today and its the same like ordinary day... come to work late, do my work, plan my things, help bao bei do his projects, chat on msn (but today no mood to chat & heng no one is online to chat with me), haizzz jus too normal for a starting...
I have a bad start cos i'm havin mense cramp now and very sleepy cos i took medicine jus now.. mense late for 1 week and its damn pain... too stress lately cos keep thinkin abt money... not enough to spend even when ERS are given... too many things to plan le.. especially Chinese New Year is comin.. have to buy and pay alot of things... bills to pay, drivin fee.. too tired to plan today... stupid mense..
last fri is the last day of 2004, June, kitty and i had half day so we meet at lot 1 for lunch and we took the neocard...
Its me, June & Kitty
New Year eve wasnt that happening... went to plaza for dinner with bao bei and took bus to orchard tower to meet ah fei & lian.. after that went to central mall 99 pub for countdown.. took some pics there but its very dark...
Me... at plaza kopitiam..
Me... outside pub 99 at Central Mall
Me and Li Lian
Bao bei and me... yeah..
waitress at the pub and me.. hmm too dark le.. cant see clearly...
yeah this is my handsome bao bei...
ohh this is panda ling cos not enough sleep and dark circles comin out
Precious LynN
Monday, January 03, 2005